activa-t Chapter 254 Returning as Chu Er (2)
Chapter 254 Returning as Chu Er (2)
The person lying on the bed heard Baili Haoxuan's loud and surprised cry, and suddenly opened his eyes and sat up quickly.
Chu Er blinked and looked at Baili Haoxuan. Their eyes met. Baili Haoxuan's heart sank immediately. As expected, it was Chu Er.
I had hallucinations again...
"Get out!" Baili Haoxuan restrained his expression, his blue eyes were cold, and he shouted in a very unfriendly tone.
Chu'er didn't understand what was going on and just stared at Baili Haoxuan. His mind wasn't completely clear yet and he needed to adapt after being suddenly awakened.
"Go away!" Baili Haoxuan turned his eyes away and didn't look at Chu'er. He felt regretful that he had mistaken Chu'er for Sang Yu Hanyan.
He had already made a mistake once in his life, mistaking that impostor for Sang Yu Hanyan. He regretted it deeply and he didn't want to make the same mistake again.
Even though the figure of the person in front of him was surprisingly similar to his Yan'er, he would not allow himself to make the same mistake again.
Chu'er felt a chill in her heart when she heard Baili Haoxuan's faint roar again.
Following Baili Haoxuan's words, he silently got down from the bed.
"Your Majesty, do you need me to help you make porridge?" Chu'er asked softly.
"No need, you go out, don't come in without my order!" Baili Haoxuan said coldly. There was no emotion at all, and even a hint of anger.
Chu'er's eyes fell on Baili Haoxuan. She was stunned for a moment, and then said, "Yes." With just one simple syllable, she turned and left.
Only after Chu'er left did Baili Haoxuan turn around and look. Then, he stroked the place where Chu'er had just slept.
She is so much like Sang Yuhanyan...
Suddenly, Baili Haoxuan stopped and shook his head desperately. What on earth was he thinking about now? Was he missing her so much? Did he think of everyone as Sang Yu Hanyan?
No, no, no! This couldn't happen. This was a blasphemy and betrayal to his Yan'er. How could he do this? He confessed in annoyance...
After a sleepless night, he just got well, but stayed up all night again, got a cold, and fell ill again. However, Baili Haoxuan forced himself to go to court and handle government affairs.
After leaving court, he reviewed the memorials submitted the day before in the imperial study, and did not even bother to eat or take medicine.
I have been busy with political affairs until...
"Your Majesty, please eat first." Chu'er stood in front of Baili Haoxuan, holding the meal and medicine in her hands.
Baili Haoxuan raised his eyes to look at Chu'er, was stunned for a moment, but in the blink of an eye, he became angry.
"Who allowed you to come in?" Baili Haoxuan asked coldly. His handsome eyebrows were slightly frowned, and his face was cold and hard. There was a hint of disgust and irritation in his blue eyes.
Chu Er didn't care about Baili Haoxuan's cold words, and continued to say in a friendly and respectful manner: "Your Majesty, please eat first. Your body is not well yet, and you still need to drink medicine."
"Get out!" Baili Haoxuan didn't even look at Chu'er. He felt that Chu'er was a poisonous snake and a ferocious beast to him now, so he should avoid her if possible.
"Your Majesty..." Chu Er continued to speak relentlessly, but was interrupted harshly by Baili Haoxuan.
"Don't you even want to listen to me now?" Baili Haoxuan slammed the red pen in his hand on the desk with a "smack" sound, his voice was cold. His blue eyes were gleaming fiercely, staring at Chu'er who had a calm face.
"As long as the emperor eats and drinks the medicine, I will go down!" His face was calm, without any ripples. However, the blue eyes looked straight into the watery eyes, and saw stubbornness...
These eyes are so similar...
Thinking of this, he became even angrier. Baili Haoxuan stood up from the desk, walked over quickly, and pinched Chu'er's jaw with one hand, forcing Chu'er to look up and look into his blue eyes.
"Who gave you the courage to be so arrogant? Huh?"
Chu'er smiled sweetly, cleverly dodged Baili Haoxuan's hand that was pinching her chin, and said lightly: "Your Majesty, your health is the most important." She stepped back a few steps and presented the meal and medicine in her hand to Baili Haoxuan.
Even the stubborn temperament was imagined like this, and the blue eyes darkened with pain.
"Chu'er, do you miss your master?" Baili Haoxuan raised his eyes and glanced at Chu'er, and asked calmly. With his hands behind his back, he strode to the table, lifted up his dragon robe, and sat down.
"Master? Isn't my master the emperor?" Chu'er asked unexpectedly, a hint of nervousness flashing across her watery eyes.
"From the moment I arranged you to be with her, I am no longer your master." Baili Haoxuan's voice was distant, his blue eyes looking through the window into the distance, as if he was reminiscing.
Chu Er saw Baili Haoxuan sitting at the table, so she put down the food in her hands one by one and arranged it, and served Baili Haoxuan.
"You have followed your master so much that even your stubbornness is exactly like her." Baili Haoxuan was immersed in his own thoughts and did not notice Chu'er's hand paused while serving the food.
"How dare I compare myself with the queen?" Chu'er was not affected. She started to serve the dishes again and responded to Baili Haoxuan indifferently.
"No one in this world can compare to her. She is unique, the only woman I...love." Immersed in memories and longings, Baili Haoxuan had no scruples and actually told Chu'er his deep secret.
In fact, it was not a secret, everyone knew who the vacant queen position belonged to. However, Baili Haoxuan had never claimed it.
"Do you love me so much? Then back then..." Chu'er started to speak, then realized that he had said something wrong, so he quickly shut up, lowered his head and remained silent.
Be prepared to withstand Baili Haoxuan's thundering wrath.
However, the expected furious scolding did not come as expected. Instead, Baili Haoxuan smiled bitterly.
With a little indescribable pain, he said in a calm voice: "Why did I hurt her so much in the first place? Even Chu Er stood up for her, not to mention her. She will definitely not forgive me for everything in the past."
Chu'er wanted to say something and moved her lips a few times, but in the end she couldn't utter a word.
Baili Haoxuan glanced at Chu'er, memorizing her expression one by one, and the smile on his lips became even more bitter and difficult to hide.
"Chu'er, do you think she will come back?" Baili Haoxuan raised his eyes and looked directly at Chu'er.
Chu Er saw the faint expectation and nervousness in those blue eyes. It was as if if she said "no", the heart of the person in front of her would be broken instantly.
"Yes. The queen will definitely come back." Chu'er nodded firmly.
"No need to comfort me. I have done so many wrong things, it is right for her not to come back. As long as she can be happy, I am willing even if she does not come back."
"Your Majesty, are you going to exchange a lifetime of loneliness for the Empress's hundred years of happiness?" As Baili Haoxuan finished speaking, Chu'er questioned Baili Haoxuan with a hint of sarcasm in her voice, but it was so light that no one could detect it.
"If I can exchange my lifetime of loneliness for Yan'er's hundred years of joy, I am willing to do so." Baili Haoxuan stared at Chu'er and said sincerely and purely.
Chu Er couldn't bear the gaze, so she turned away slightly and said calmly, "Your Majesty, please eat first."
Baili Haoxuan was stopped just in time. His hands did not move, his blue eyes still looked into the distance, missing...
(To be continued)