If love can be booked

Chapter 207: Zhao Qinglin and Qiu Ruozhen meet for the first time after their breakup

Separation, meeting, saying goodbye...

If lovers can love each other forever, if lovers can never separate...

You are at the other side of the city, I am at this side of the city, waiting for you at the train station. You said you would come, I will always wait, wait for you, always wait for you... I am not afraid of getting hurt, I am not afraid of the residual pain of having loved. If I can come all the way to now, I am not afraid of waiting...

It's been a long time since I last saw you. Your image in my memory has gradually become blurred. It's been a long time since I last saw you. I miss you so much. But you never understand my longing for you.

You don't know whether I love you or not...

I love you or not, you don't care...

In the crowd, I follow your footsteps and search for your figure. If it is effortless, I can find you at the first sight. What hesitation, what ignorance of waiting.

"You're here..." If he came, if she waited, would everything be different?

"Nice to meet you." What could be happier than seeing him? That joy was like the warm sunshine in spring, warm and bright.

"Why are you so polite?" When I saw that familiar face again, a sense of familiarity surged into my heart like a tide.

"Because I haven't seen you for a long time." She said softly, with a hint of helplessness and emotion in her voice. I haven't seen him for a long time. Yesterday, I flipped through the calendar and regretted it instantly. Today is exactly one month since they broke up.

"You've seen me now." He smiled, trying to ease the heaviness with a lighthearted tone. Is it really that exaggerated to say that we haven't seen each other for a long time? It's only been a few weeks, but when you think about it carefully, it feels like an extremely long time.

"Yes." I met the person I missed, but I didn't get the heart I missed. The two stood facing each other, and fell into silence for a while, with only the breeze blowing gently, ruffling each other's hair.

"Where are we going?" He took the lead in breaking the deadlock, his eyes fell on her, and a hint of doubt flashed in his eyes. Why did she suddenly stop talking again?

"If I say we're going to XX Square, will you go crazy?" She deliberately teased with a naughty smile on her face. He always asked her where she was going? In fact, for her, it didn't matter where she was going. As long as he was by her side, wherever she went would be wonderful.

"That won't happen." After a long time, I got used to the same square and the same scene.

"Okay, because I really don't know where to take you." I'm used to being crazy and having fun alone. So now when I want to spend time with others, it's hard to find those cozy corners that are reserved for couples to stop and stay.

They always sat in the last row, she was sitting by the window. She raised her head slightly, the bright sunshine outside the window, and she tried hard not to let her tears fall, she couldn't cry in front of him.

She lived with memories, unwilling to leave his world. Even though the memories he gave her were all painful, she couldn't give up on him and walk away alone...

She clearly knew how painful it was to leave him, clearly knew how painful it was to love him, clearly knew how far there was between them, and clearly she knew all of this, and clearly she couldn't let go...

XX Square, familiar streets, familiar scenes...

The musical fountain bloomed in the night sky, and the water columns danced with the gentle and melodious melody, as if telling endless sorrow, and whispering the long-lasting emotions. She stared at the beautiful scenery in front of her quietly, and her thoughts gradually drifted away.

In the past, she always complained that she and him never experienced too many unforgettable things together. However, when she suddenly looked back at this moment, she was shocked to find that there were so many unfulfilled wishes between them.

They always miss, miss all the way.

"Is this the musical fountain you mentioned?" The musical fountain she mentioned...

"Yeah, that's right." She murmured softly, but her eyes could not move away from the dancing water. The musical fountain carries so many memories and expectations...

"The first time I saw a musical fountain was at West Lake in Hangzhou." Her voice was as soft as a dream, bringing her thoughts back to that distant time.

"I heard that the musical fountain at Big Wild Goose Pagoda is nice." He suddenly remembered the praises he had heard about the musical fountain at Big Wild Goose Pagoda, the famous scenic spot closest to him.

“Never been there.” The musical fountain at Big Wild Goose Pagoda?

"Okay..." She sighed helplessly. For her who loves to travel, every unknown landscape is a treasure worth exploring, and the musical fountain of the Big Wild Goose Pagoda has obviously become a dream that she has not yet touched. But he is not good at traveling. Perhaps it is this difference that makes them miss each other again and again on the road of life, and those beautiful moments that could have been shared together just slip away quietly.

Walking slowly along XX Square, every step seemed to be stepping on the strings of memory, playing the melody of the past. When they first met, they also walked around the square like this, and the same scene was presented before their eyes again like a painting.

Same scene, different mood.

At that time, she was like an innocent child, with a silly smile on her face, and she was looking forward to that perfect love with joy.

Now, even though she knows that gentleness cannot be forced, she still yearns for his warmth.

She gently raised her chin, trying to hold back the tears that were about to burst out, fearing that they would slide down. Those memories always came to her mind inadvertently, and instantly moistened her eyes.

"Why are your eyes red again?" He noticed something was wrong and asked with a hint of doubt. She was weird, or at least her mood was not right.

"It's okay." She shook her head stubbornly, refusing to admit that she wanted to cry just now, because she didn't want his perfunctory comfort.

"Don't look at me." She turned her head away hurriedly, fearing that his inadvertent tenderness would become the fuse for her tears to burst out.

"I only know you here. If you don't let me look at you, who do you want me to look at?" He felt helpless and confused when faced with her evasion. She was always like this, not allowing him to pay attention to her, but always coming closer. He really didn't know what she was thinking.

"Okay, I was wrong." I only know you, and you can say such a heartbreaking thing.

"What would you like to drink?" Sit down and have a drink...

"Xu Liushan." Suddenly I saw Xu Liushan's figure.

Hearing these three words, he was stunned for a moment and repeated in confusion: "Xu Liushan?" The name seemed familiar, but for a moment he couldn't remember where he had heard it.

"I also want to drink from a crystal glass. The one you drank last time was not good. I suggest you drink from a crystal glass as well." After they parted, out of curiosity, she and her colleagues came to taste the drink he drank at that time. As he said, it tasted like persimmon.

"Crystal glass, okay." After she reminded him, he nodded as if he suddenly understood. Have they been here?

"Two crystal glasses."

Soon, the waiter brought two crystal glasses to the table.

He suddenly frowned and asked, "Why is there cream?"

"Well, I don't know either." Suddenly I remembered that he doesn't eat sweets.

Looking at the crystal glass in front of him, he couldn't help but complain: "Hmph, I shouldn't have ordered this if I had known. You fooled me." He listened to her, but he misheard again.

"Uh..." Were you fooled by me?

"Shall I take a picture of you?" He suggested with a smile, looking at her in front of him. He found that he couldn't find a single picture of her in his cell phone album...

"I don't want it." After hearing this request, she refused without hesitation. She always felt that she was not photogenic, so she refused his taking pictures. And the photos she collected at home were basically one in a million.

"Take a picture." Didn't she always urge him to take a picture of him?

"Don't do that." She quickly covered her face with the crystal glass in her hand, as if she was afraid of being captured by the camera. She muttered to herself: I must not leave a bad impression on him!

"Okay, no, no." Seeing her firm attitude, he had no choice but to give up. She was silly and cute.

Two people are sitting quietly, with a ray of sunlight coming through the glass window, just the right temperature. I like this kind of atmosphere, everything seems so peaceful, quiet and harmonious.

Unknown when, tears gradually filled her eyes. Perhaps it was because she cherished the warmth and beauty of this moment too much? When she felt his concerned gaze, she subconsciously dodged it, quickly lowered her head, and pretended to be calm as she took a sip of the juice on the table.

I don’t want to cry in front of him, I don’t want to be so embarrassed…

I just hope he can remember her smile. If one day, when he recalls, there was such a silly girl who often smiled because of him, smiled for him, it would be enough.

"Are you busy at work lately?" Being busy has always been the fuse of their quarrels.

"Fortunately, not too busy." But who could know that since she disappeared from his world, his work seemed to have lost its direction, becoming confused and disordered. In fact, he was not as busy as he said, but when he was busy, he could temporarily bury his thoughts about her deep in his heart. But when the night was quiet and everything was silent, his thoughts about her would surge like a tide.

"Yeah, okay." In the past, when she needed him, he always worked overtime and was always busy. Finally one day, she faded out of his life and he returned to peace.

Zhao Qinglin, how should I define the relationship between us?

If I say I still love you, will you feel it is a burden? An emotional burden. In fact, I just want you to be happy and hope you can smile often.

I try hard to control my emotions and not let tears flow out easily, especially in front of you, I am even more careful to hide the fragile emotions that occasionally appear.

If you look up and gaze around aimlessly, you won't notice my occasional emotions.

They walked one behind the other, in a consistent style, and could never get close to each other. What separated them, and what prevented them from being close to each other?

"Zhenzhen, arrange a lunch?" Zhao Qinglin asked casually. She always has too many emotions.

"Lunch?" Is it noon yet?

She shook her head gently and said with a smile, "I just drank a glass of juice. I'm not hungry at all." When she was with him, she never felt hungry. Looking at him made her feel warm and happy.

"But there is a place I want to go, Shanghai Xiaonan Country. I have always wanted to go there, but I have never been there." She said softly, with a look of longing and regret in her eyes. In fact, she has countless places in her heart, and she wants to go to them with him. Those beautiful destinations, like the twinkling stars in the night sky, embellish her dreams. However, some stories come to an abrupt end before they are finished. That person has long left the original position. How can we imagine the future journey?

"Okay, let's go later." Hearing that she wanted to go somewhere, Meimei...

"Okay." She responded softly. He was still as gentle and considerate as before. Every word and every action of his could touch her heartstrings. However, it was over between them. The sweetness of the past was now only a memory. He was no longer her boyfriend, and she was no longer his girlfriend.

"Can I... ask you a question?" When the words came to her lips, her throat seemed to be blocked by something, and her voice became hoarse. Tears rolled in her eyes, and she tried hard not to let them fall. She knew the answer long ago, so why did she have to get an answer from him?

"You ask..." He looked at her quietly, with a complicated look in his eyes. Questions, she always had a lot of questions...