If love can be booked

Chapter 201 Zhu Yaolin and Shen Wanning met by chance at 'One Minute at Dusk'

There has been no news from him for a long time. As long as she doesn't disturb him, perhaps he will never know that she exists?

Whenever she had free time, she was always at a loss, not knowing where to go. This bustling and noisy world seemed to be becoming more and more unfamiliar to her. She felt like a lonely traveler, somewhat out of tune with everything around her.

She was afraid to go out of the house, afraid to see the dazzling sunlight, because the bright and blazing light would always mercilessly penetrate the softest corner of her heart, hurting the long-hidden wounds. All kinds of memories of the past flooded into her mind like a tide, and every thing and every word weighed on her like a heavy burden, making her breathless.

She kept telling herself: "He is still here, he still loves me deeply, he has been waiting for me in that familiar place..." This self-deceiving lie became a safe haven for her soul, and she thought that it would not hurt.

He really left, turning away without any regrets, leaving behind only the precious memories they shared and the good times they had spent together.

But he was so cruel that he didn't take away her memories. So she often fantasized that if she could follow him and leave, would she be able to get rid of this endless sadness and sorrow? Then, maybe her heart would no longer hurt and her tears would no longer flow...

The sky is as blue as a gem, just like his charming eyes, affectionate and eager.

But now, he no longer has her in his eyes. His tenderness is left to others, and she is no longer the treasure in your hands.

Jinchuan, I want to blame you, but I can't find a reason to blame you.

You just forgot someone in your life.

Once upon a time, I was just like you, innocently forgetting everything. You must be blaming me.

Before I knew it, I arrived at the "Flowering Season for You" theme restaurant.

Located at the intersection of a busy city, it looks like a dazzling crystal palace from a distance. The entire building is made of transparent glass, and the sunlight shines through the glass, which is so beautiful.

The central area of ​​the restaurant is a world of flowers. Various flowers are clustered together to form a colorful picture. The most eye-catching one is the pot of blooming butterfly flowers, which is placed on an exquisite main table, like a moon surrounded by stars. This pot of butterfly flowers is so beautiful and moving, and the petals are like dancing butterfly wings, light and agile.

When did tears fill my eyes?

Looking back, he said that this restaurant was opened for her to commemorate their childhood.

The butterfly hairpin he gave me.

I still remember the complex expression on his face when he first saw the butterfly hairpin, which contained disbelief, surprise, and a hint of indescribable heartache. Where is the butterfly hairpin? Perhaps it was forgotten in a corner and has not been seen for a long time.

Walking aimlessly, not knowing where to go?

The afternoon sun shines through the windowsill, dyeing the entire space golden.

Time is very quiet, with only soft music flowing slowly in the air. Thoughts are flying. Sometimes I take a nap, sometimes I immerse myself in various thoughts deep in my heart...

My thoughts always fly to him involuntarily, Michael, I think I have fallen deeply in love with you.

The most important thing in life is not to finally wait for someone to come, but the indescribable tenderness in my heart. It is this tenderness that makes me sink deeply into it and unable to extricate myself.

Love is something that has never been a necessity in life for me. I have the right to decide whether to embrace it and have it; similarly, if I feel it is not suitable, I can also resolutely choose to let go. After all, I am not so great that I can love many people at the same time.

I have only one heart and can only love one person.

Don’t say that I don’t understand romance, don’t say that I’m not likable enough, that’s because you don’t understand me, don’t understand that the innocence I retain is only for one person.

Someone once said that life is like a glass of complex wine, which requires clever mixing to add color and fun, and careful care to maintain its mellowness and charm. It's just that everyone uses different methods. Some people lose love, while others gain eternity.

Don’t say you don’t understand love, don’t say you don’t understand women, that’s because you have never put your heart into it and never taken the trouble to do so.

Love does not need deliberate decoration or well-intentioned disguise.

If you understand, you understand.

Love is love.

If you don’t love it anymore, you don’t love it anymore.

If you love someone, please love deeply. If you don’t love someone, please walk away.

It has been a week, and I haven't received a call from him, not even a text message. At this moment, my heart seems to be hollowed out, and I suddenly realize that there seem to be too many important things missing in my life. I originally thought that he was just a passing guest in my life, but now I realize that he has already walked deeply into my world without knowing when.

Michael Smith, am I really in love with you?

I went out for some fresh air and before I knew it I was already at dusk. There weren't many people around, so I tried to find a spot in a corner, but it was occupied. I saw a familiar figure near the window, Shen Wanning, was she here too?

"Hi." Zhu Yaolin sat down gently opposite her. If it weren't for Lu Jinchuan at that time, she thought they would be good friends.

Shen Wanning raised her head, a faint smile appeared on her face, and she responded, "Hi." She was really bored at home, and she didn't know why, but her body seemed to be out of control, and she walked here unconsciously. They used to come here often, to a familiar place, drinking familiar coffee, listening to familiar music, but the familiar people were no longer around, and were gradually drifting away.

"Coffee." Although I don't like coffee, I ordered it unconsciously when I came here. I took a sip of the liquid in the cup, and the bitterness spread on the tip of my tongue instantly. The taste was still so strong, without the freshness and sweetness brought by fruity drinks.

Coffee is really bitter. Why does he like it so much? She tries to understand him, everything about him, so she tries to like everything he likes. But coffee is too bitter for her, just like the love he gives her, too bitter.

He doesn't love me, she knew it a long time ago. She just told herself that one day, he would fall in love with her, just for her. However, her appearance ruthlessly shattered her only remaining fantasy. There would be no her in his world, because she occupied all his sight, although he was still awkward and unwilling to admit it.

Wherever she is, he always forgets her.

"Why do you like coffee?" Zhu Yaolin didn't understand why they liked coffee so much? Coffee tastes a bit bitter, doesn't it?

"There's no particular reason. It tastes great." As the steam rises, a unique aroma that's rich and slightly bitter slowly enters the nose, lingering in the heart and making people unable to resist the urge to taste it.

Zhu Yaolin frowned slightly and said softly: "But I can only taste bitterness." She once asked Lu Jinchuan the same question, and he also said, taste.

"Where's your boyfriend? Why didn't he come with you?" Although she used to be jealous of Zhu Yaolin, deep down, she actually liked her very much. She always gave people the impression of being elegant, noble, and considerate. However, when she saw her again today, she seemed a little lonely. Compared with the noble and elegant image she always maintained in the past, she now had a more distressing sense of vulnerability.

"How do you know?" If he said he wasn't surprised, he would be lying, because she had never come back since that time, and they had never met before. Did she know? Did he say that?

"He said so." Shen Wanning replied softly. "One New Year's Day, he was on the balcony and making a phone call. His tone was full of joy and blessings. He kept saying congratulations and his face was filled with a bright smile." At that moment, she suddenly realized that she had misunderstood all along. She had been feeling jealous because of something that didn't exist. She blamed him for not explaining and herself for being willful.

"Really? He really said that?" It turns out that he never considered me a lover. It turns out that he only considered her a sister. I thought there was a hint of ambiguous feelings between them, but in the end I found that it was just a beautiful illusion.

"You are very lucky to have his complete love." At the end, Zhu Yaolin's eyes revealed a sadness and helplessness that was difficult to conceal. Shen Wanning, you are really lucky to have his complete love. I just secretly like him.

"No way, he's simply ignoring me now." She murmured to herself, her heart full of loss and sadness.

She was lucky. Someone had said this before, but she didn't notice anything unusual at the time.

How lucky she was at that time! How lucky she was to be loved by him. Now, he has forgotten that unforgettable past and how deeply they loved each other.

"In fact, he still loves you in his heart. Although he has lost his memory of you, I can feel that he has been struggling in his heart. It's just that he is stubborn and unwilling to admit it. I understand him." From his eyes, she can know what he is thinking. She understands him, but there is no place for her in his world.

"Thank you, Director Zhu. I will definitely work hard." Love? Actually, it has not gone far. Jinchuan, I will not go far. I will wait for you to remember me, no matter how long it takes.

"I'm no longer your Director Zhu. Call me Yaolin. I really want to be friends with you. If it weren't for Lu Jinchuan, I think we would be very good friends." I hope he is happy, if the person who can give him happiness is not her. After all, the highest level of loving someone is to hope that the other person is happy and well, isn't it? So, as long as I see that everything goes well for him, that's enough.

"At that time, whenever Lu Jinchuan mentioned you, his eyes instantly became as gentle and warm as lake water. I envied you very much."

"My love for him is definitely no less than yours."

"I confessed my love to him once. He said he would not fall in love with me because he only had one heart and could only love one person, and that person was you." She saw his struggle and felt pain in her heart because she knew the reason for his struggle.

A heart can only love one person, she understands.

"Thank you for telling me this." She said softly, holding back tears. He had never said these words to her before. He said that he only had one heart and could only love one person.

"Come on," she said softly. She looked at her beautiful but slightly sad face, feeling mixed emotions.

"You too, you can only be happy once." Her voice was as gentle as the spring breeze blowing across your cheek, but it carried a hint of unspeakable sadness. Happiness? Really only once.

The melodious piano music and the leisurely afternoon...