Chapter 282 The First Time Holding a Child
Chapter 282 The First Time Holding a Child
When I arrived at the hospital, it was too early; Song Yafei was still asleep.
I went to the bedside, sat down, and carefully examined the child's face.
No wonder it felt familiar; it was like looking in a mirror and seeing myself.
His eyebrows and eyes are very similar to Song Yafei's, and his nose and mouth are a replica of mine.
Unexpectedly, one day, I suddenly became pregnant.
Even though it happened without my knowledge, it didn't stop me from liking him.
When Song Yafei and I decided to divorce, we never imagined that one day we would have a child of our own.
It's surprising, and it makes me grateful!
Suddenly the child stirred, and soon after he opened his eyes.
Her hazy little eyes suddenly lit up the moment she saw me.
The moment our eyes met, I felt a little flustered. I reached out my hand to touch him, but froze in mid-air, tense.
The child's innocent eyes were fixed on me, without the slightest hint of rejection.
This surprised me greatly.
He should be eight months old now, although I haven't tried to remember, I just remember.
The next moment, Xiao Xiaotian's hand suddenly grabbed my fingers. The soft touch felt unfamiliar, yet warm.
I felt my hands trembling uncontrollably, and my heart melted at that moment.
A smile involuntarily crept onto my lips.
The child suddenly started giggling, waving his arms and legs, looking very cute, and babbling in baby talk.
When I was completely unprepared, I suddenly heard my child call out, "Dad, Dad..."
Although it wasn't very clear, you could vaguely hear him calling for his father.
The moment I heard my child speak, I was overjoyed and couldn't express how excited I was. I was even stunned and at a loss for what to do.
Song Yafei woke up at this moment.
"This kid can call me Dad before he can call me Mom. Blood ties really are irreplaceable."
As she spoke, Song Yafei took the child into her arms.
After yesterday's treatment, the child's condition has stabilized, and all medical equipment has been removed.
I never expected that Song Yafei would tell me the truth under such circumstances.
My smiling face vanished instantly, and when I looked at Song Yafei again, my expression turned cold.
Why didn't you tell me?
Why did you do this behind my back?
Song Yafei seemed to realize at this moment that she had spoken carelessly, and a trace of panic flashed in her eyes, but she quickly regained her composure.
Song Yafei chuckled softly, "You might not believe it, but I just don't want to become complete strangers with you."
Her eyes were filled with emotions that were too complex for me to decipher.
"When I decided to let you go, and you left so resolutely, you even hoped that there would be no more ties between us."
“I have no choice. Since I can’t keep you, it would be good if I could have a child with you to stay by my side in your place.”
I never expected her to think this way, and for a moment I was speechless.
But I still can't figure out what kind of feelings she has for me.
Is it because it's hard to let go, or something else?
At least in my heart, I still can't judge.
However, I don't want to have any further contact with her.
But the child is right in front of us, how can we say there's no contact?
For a moment, I was truly speechless.
The child was very well-behaved in Song Yafei's arms. Just as I was feeling confused, the child suddenly reached out and grabbed my finger.
I couldn't help myself; I grabbed his hand and even wanted to touch his cute little face.
"Should we give him a hug?" Song Yafei suddenly suggested.
Can I?
I looked at Song Yafei, then at the child in her arms. He was staring straight at me, grinning broadly.
Before I could answer, Song Yafei handed the child to me.
When I was in the orphanage, I took care of many children. Holding children is something I'm very good at and has no difficulty at all.
But when I placed Xiao Xiaotian in my arms, I froze, afraid to move, as if I were afraid of accidentally crushing him.
My cautiousness and helplessness made Song Yafei laugh and cry.
Before long, I was able to move around freely, carrying Xiaoxiaotian and wandering around the room.
When the doctor came to check on Xiao Xiaotian, Song Yafei told the doctor that she wanted to discharge Xiao Xiaotian from the hospital.
The doctor was initially against it, but stopped after learning that Song Yafei's family had a medical team.
Unexpectedly, Song Yafei organized a medical team for Xiaoxiaotian in such a short time.
This shows her thoughtfulness.
A little while later, the nanny came to pack up Xiaoxiaotian's things.
At the hospital entrance, after the nanny and driver put my things away, I had to part ways with Xiaoxiaotian.
Ever since Song Yafei handed him over to me, I've been holding him in my arms. Now that I'm putting him down, I'm really reluctant to let him go.
Song Yafei had already gotten into the car, and the door opened. Even though I was reluctant, I had no choice but to hand it back to Song Yafei.
I was reluctant to hand the child over, but unexpectedly the child grabbed my finger.
Perhaps this is why my child is reluctant to part with me.
That's how I selfishly interpreted it in my heart.
But I still sent the child over, but I didn't expect that Song Yafei had no intention of taking the child back.
She looked at the hand that Xiao Xiaotian was holding onto, and said, "I think the child is reluctant to part with you. Why don't you take us back to the villa?"
May I?
I looked at Xiao Xiaotian, who was staring at me with a smile.
Without hesitation, I got into the car.
Little Tian was very happy throughout the journey.
Song Yafei would occasionally turn around to tease Xiao Xiaotian, creating a very harmonious atmosphere inside the car.
It even made us forget that Little Tian was sick.
The car stopped in front of the villa, and seeing the villa again brought indescribable feelings to my heart.
I never imagined so many years would have passed when I came back.
I was overwhelmed with emotion. If Xiao Xiaotian hadn't been holding me in his arms, I think I would have turned around and left.
But in the end, my feelings for Xiaoxiaotian helped me overcome my inner turmoil, and I carried the child into the villa.
After entering the villa, the nurses and doctors from the medical team took Xiaoxiaotian from my arms and led him into a room specially prepared for him.
At that moment, my mood plummeted to rock bottom again.
When I turned around, Song Yafei was also staring blankly at the door, but there was nothing we could do.
Even though we were very reluctant, we had no choice but to let the nurses and doctors treat our child.
Even though I don't understand Song Yafei at all, at this moment, I feel the same way as her.
I went over and gently patted her back to comfort her, "Don't worry too much. Didn't the doctor say that Xiao Xiaotian is doing quite well? We'll wait outside."
Song Yafei nodded slightly, then followed me to sit down on the sofa.
I told her that I had already started looking for a match, and said, “Don’t worry, now that I know, I won’t just leave it unattended.”
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