activa-t Chapter 234 Go see him for the last time
Chapter 234 Go see him for the last time
Shen Ye Ning lay on the bed, the light in her eyes had gone, leaving only sadness, and every breath required a huge amount of effort.
Looking at everything in the master bedroom, all the moments of our past interactions came to mind. His shadow was everywhere, yet out of reach.
She couldn't sleep no matter whether it was day or night. She tossed and turned, cried herself to sleep and woke up crying, her tears soaking the pillow.
She tried to find his trace in her dreams, but the dreams always cruelly woke her up and made her face the cruel reality.
A heart feels like it is attacked by the cold winter wind, full of coldness and despair.
She couldn't go to Yun Province to find him because the child was still young and needed breast milk.
"Wow wow wow..."
On the third day after she learned the news, she was so sad that her milk supply became blocked and the baby cried loudly because of hunger.
Lin Yuehong and Ye Hongying each held a child in their arms and coaxed them. They fed them several meals with milk, lactose or milk powder, but the two children were not used to it and did not drink much. They became hungry again after a while.
They were worried that the child would disturb Shen Ye Ning's rest, so they took the child out.
"Don't cry, kid. Mommy needs to rest. Grandma and grandma will take you out to play..."
She carried the child out while coaxing him.
There are several military wives in the compound who have just given birth and want to find someone to help. The babies are crying so hard and it is not a good idea to let them starve like this. So they will go and hire a woman who has just given birth tomorrow to feed the two children.
Shen Ye Ning felt sad when she heard the child crying, but she really couldn't control her emotions...
When Ye Xiaojun heard the child crying loudly, she ran down with her daughter in her arms and asked them to take the child to her house so that she could feed the child for a while.
Her daughter is ten months old and has not been weaned yet. She occasionally feeds her some milk powder. The child has gotten used to it in the past few days.
Able to feed two godsons.
Shen Ye Ning couldn't control her longing for him, and couldn't feed the child, so she wanted to go find him.
She wanted to see him for the last time. If the children were not too young to travel by ship or train, she would have taken them to see their father.
After she discussed it with everyone, everyone supported her going to Yun Province.
Looking at the children sleeping soundly on the bed, she gave a gentle kiss on their foreheads, her eyes full of reluctance.
[Children, Mom is going to look for Dad. Please stay at home and wait for Mom to come back. She will bring your Dad's... back with her.]
Lin Yuehong, "Go ahead, don't worry about the two children, we will take good care of them for you."
"Mom, thank you!"
Faced with the fact that her son was dying and her only grandson was sacrificed, Ye Hongying lost two loved ones at once. She seemed to have aged twenty years and her hair turned white overnight.
She forced herself to take care of the child for a few days, but soon fell ill. It was Lin Yuehong who found her and carried her to the hospital.
The two children and the family are almost entirely taken care of by Lin Yuehong.
In the face of life and death, all the grudges of the past seem to have disappeared. No one is perfect.
If not too much harm is caused and the other party reforms, it should not be unforgivable.
If this incident hadn't happened, she didn't know whether she would have forgiven him. Perhaps it was because she had become a mother and her heart had become softer.
Lin Yuehong finally heard her daughter calling her "Mom". Her eyes instantly turned red and she nodded, "Hey! Why are you being polite? I'm your mother. It's my duty to help take care of my grandson."
She started negotiating again and said, "I can't leave here, how about I go with you, or I ask your father or your three brothers to go with you?"
Shen Ye Ning shook her head and declined, "No, I can do it alone. I have a child. I won't let anything happen to me, don't worry."
……
She simply packed her luggage and went to the dock, bought a boat ticket back to Guangzhou and then took the train.
The largest railway station in Guangzhou is bustling with people.
Shen Huaqiang handed her the ticket he had bought from someone else at a high price. The green-skinned train is the most common means of transportation. The train capacity is seriously insufficient and it is very crowded. Due to the rush to buy the tickets, all tickets are standing and there are no seated tickets.
He felt sorry for his daughter and couldn't bear to let her stand for 25 hours. Yesterday, he asked around at the train station to see who had a ticket to Yunnan Province today, and bought the ticket from someone at a high price.
Shen Huaqiang said, "I only bought a sitting berth, and I also bought a standing ticket. I will go with you."
The person who bought this photo lived at the train station a few days in advance to save money.
"No, just return the ticket. I want to go alone. Too many people will cause trouble to the organization and it will be inconvenient."
She was in a bad mood and unhappy, and the people around her felt bad too.
"Well, be careful when you are alone. Here are some nutritional supplements I bought for you. Eat more and you will lose weight. You are still young and have a long way to go. You must take good care of yourself. I will go over and take care of the children with your mother." Shen Huaqiang learned from his wife's phone call that she only brought a few clothes. Worried that she would be hungry on the way, he bought her malted milk, milk, chocolate, and biscuits...
She nodded, "Thank you, Dad!"
Once on the train, everyone was carrying large bags that filled the luggage racks and aisles.
Shen Ye Ning's seat is by the window.
night.
Everyone was tired after riding the train from morning to evening. After dinner, some people began to take a nap and the carriage became quiet.
Shen Ye Ning couldn't sleep. As soon as she closed her eyes, she saw the figure of the man lying on the hospital bed.
At this time, an old man and a young woman came over holding a crying child. I could vaguely hear people in the next compartment cursing, "I finally fell asleep, but was woken up by the child. Hurry up and take the child to another compartment, not here..."
"Really? How can you be a mother if you can't even feed your child when he's hungry?"
"Wa wah wah..." The child's crying became louder and louder, as if she was hungry and crying loudly. Even though her mother was holding her and rocking her, the child still kept crying.
"What's going on? What's wrong? The child is crying like this and you don't even bother to comfort him or feed him some milk."
"Is it because you are a young wife and you are embarrassed to breastfeed in such a place? Just lift up your clothes and cover it with another piece of clothing. It is not a good idea to let the child cry like this. Feed him quickly."
There happened to be many children in this carriage. When a child who had just fallen asleep heard the cry, he started crying too. Suddenly, the whole carriage was filled with the sound of children crying.
"Wow wow wow..."
"Oh my God, the whole carriage is filled with the sound of children crying. I am really overwhelmed."
The child's mother complained quietly, "My child cries when he is woken up. I finally coaxed him to sleep, but when your child cries, my child starts crying too. Hurry and take him somewhere else."
"This is the last car. We have nowhere else to go. I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I promise to take good care of the child."
"The child is crying like this, he must be hungry. How can you be a mother? Feed the child quickly."
Shen Ye Ning is also a mother, she was panicked when she heard the child crying, she stood up and said, "Come to my seat, I will cover it for you."
The women in the carriage were almost going crazy with anxiety. They kept urging her to feed the baby quickly and wished they could help her themselves.
The child's mother shook her head, lowered her head and shed tears silently.
The mother-in-law bowed to the passengers on both sides of the carriage, her already bent back bent even more 90 degrees, and said in a hoarse voice, "I'm sorry to wake you all up. My daughter-in-law was too sad because of my son's death. Her milk is blocked and she has no breast milk to feed the child..."
"Then buy some milk powder and malted milk for the child..." The aunt who was speaking stopped talking when she saw the patched clothes on the mother-in-law and daughter-in-law.
Suddenly, the noisy carriage fell silent.
Someone asked, "...are you going to see him for the last time?"
The mother-in-law replied, "Yes, I didn't get to see my eldest son for the last time when he died. I only have this youngest son, and I have to go see him no matter what."